Bloom Where You're Planted

Thoughts on learning to live my new life.

Friday, January 1, 2016

I Am The Only Person I Can Save

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I am feeling vulnerable about my son tonight. In 24 hours I've gone from a peaceful acceptance of him and his choices to a tearful ...
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Wednesday, July 15, 2015

Public Places and Staying Peaceful

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We recently took a family vacation to some big cities. We did some incredible things, and I am glad we went. If this were a normal blog, I w...
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Thursday, July 9, 2015

My Son and Wishing For a Different Reality

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I went with my husband on a pioneer trek last week in the searing heat and blowing Wyoming wind, and we were a Ma and Pa to six teenagers w...
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Friday, May 22, 2015

Anxiety and Joy and Tight Shoulders

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I'm feeling at loose ends tonight. My kids are out of school for the summer, and they're scattered in different directions, and I am...
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Wednesday, May 6, 2015

Rubble of Relapse

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I felt a tremor in the universe yesterday as I learned from a recovery friend what she had just learned. Her allegedly years-sober hus...
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Monday, May 4, 2015

Slowing Down When Foggy Brain Rolls In

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Confessions of a conscientious woman not acting so conscientiously: * A few days ago my son pointed out that the fourteen thank you notes ...
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Saturday, March 21, 2015

Another Chance to Learn What Feels Unlearnable

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I woke up very early this morning, not because my alarm went off, but because the anxiety in my body thrust through the thin layer of sleep ...
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On the outside I appear to have it together. I'm a middle-aged LDS woman, who is kind to kids and animals. On the inside I am dealing with some tough issues. The man I married has had clinical depression since childhood. When mental illness showed up in my kids, I cried for a few years. My husband is a sex addict. My teenage son is a sex addict. I have other kids I hope don't become sex addicts. Eventually, all of that pushed me over the depression/anxiety threshold, but I'm medicated, I go to counseling, and I lean heavily on friends and chocolate-covered almonds. I am fiercely determined to recover satisfaction and joy in my life. If you would like to email me, please do. bloomwildflower@gmail.com
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